I would seriously consider buying one for $6,000

Not $6k OFF, just 6k total because that would make it the cheapest new vehicle available and it’s worth that shitbox status

How’s your anxiety level? Depression and anxiety are linked pretty closely and with you mentioning the expense of things that sticks out to me you might have other issues.

It sounds like a mental health evaluation would benefit you, honestly. I would not want to be alive today if not for medication.

I still don’t feel like doing anything or being with anyone but I don’t feel worthless.

I hope you can find something that helps